New blog-life regenerate

28.03.10

apologize i say to my blog.
have been cooled it down for a long period.
for few reasons to put my blog aside ,
for few reasons to be re-update my blog too.
you might dont wanna know what the reason was,
but if you want, i wont be telling everyone either.
something happened to me recently.
especially today, it broke my heart into pieces.
not any of my favored female companion or sweetheart belover
but my xx in my family.
thus, the feelings i felt today, the pression i faced today,
it makes me wanna express my anger, my passion, all other feelings post into this blog n share to someone out there. maybe this are the only way to make me any comfortable.
starting from now, my new blog-life light up again.
thanks alot for the blog readers n followers,
you guys are welcome back again.

so my new blog-live start from today, here goes..
i went to school attended the Anugerah Cemerlang ceremony this morning,
cus i have been invited for the award of the price pelajar terbaik in 4sn5, my class in 2009
i had been rushed to school thanks alot to my friend.
i heard teacher said that the ceremony starts at 8.30 am,
so i decided to reach by at 8.15am, but my friend called my this morning said that who was participated to any of this price receiver have to come by earlier than the other to be place my sit from teacher. so when i received the called from my friend, i rushed, when i reached, some chairs are still empty, and there are plenty of time left to the begin of the ceremony.
anywhere, thanks too. you just concerned bout me, whether isnt am i late for the ceremony.
so the day continued, many of my chinese friends who actually awarded for some other prices n invited to attend, unfortunately, more than i imagine dint come, unlucky me have to the 'spare tyres' to replace my friend place n pretence to be the guy n walked up stage to get their trophies, i replaced 4 persons. 3 are my friend who was the same age with me, so it will be logic to replace them. but 1 more person was 13 years old which was form1 in standard. omg, am i suit with the height or even face. it makes it felt that im still young n not even mature at all XD
felt weird while standing with those form1 students . their eyes staring at me. makes me felt tension whether will the minister of PIPG or audiences felt weird with me.. cant imagine anywhere, gone me crazy later.. after that, i left my sit n went to canteen with few of my friends for our breakfast which was a paper box filled with fried meehons.. its free for every participates .. quite delicious n it make me wanna eat more ~ called my dad to fetch my home after finished my breakfast. later on, the family problem part started while eating my lunch . i dont wanna talk about it. later my tears get my body wet again.. lols